yesterday was a sunny day...

it felt good to be outside for awhile.
but today is a different story...
i feel like i've hit a brick wall of frustration.
so many things are spiraling out of my control, and i'm not dealing very well with it. i have things to say, but i don't know how or when or if i even should say them.
i'm wasting days.
i hate that...
i can't believe that its already december. in a week, chris will have been unemployed for 2 months. the time goes by so quickly.
okay shaina....need to focus on the POSITIVE!!!!
i got 2 of my recent test back from my course i'm taking. A's on both!! im really enjoying what i've been learning.
last night i had a talk in the TMS. it went really well. i enjoy doing that. :)
my mom bought me some fabric to make curtains for our house. its the
perfect green color with flecks of brown. i'm so excited to make them.
got 2 huge loads of laundry done this week. i wait till i can't wait any more to do it, cuz i have to go to a laundrymat. :( but, while the clothes were drying i just loved the colors blended together and just needed to take a picture. <3

tonight we've having a friend over for dinner. her husband is out of town for the week, so i thought it would be nice to invite her over so she's not so alone. chris is cooking again! yay!! so
now i will leave you with a smile for today. have a wonderful week one and all!